when you lose the battle with addiction, you are losing a battle with yourself. remember, life’s purpose is to master your emotions and your thoughts. do not self medicate. numbing is not life. feeling is life. we are meant to feel. I am tremendously sad every time I am reminded how many people are struggling. you have the power. don’t wait for the magic or the miracle. YOU have the power to change.

right now most people are being fake nice, including the media. in no time they’ll start (celebrity) people bashing all over again. a person can’t take one person saying something bad about them, let alone the entire media circus (…I mean circuit…same thing) doing it. kindness and love is so out of fashion, isn’t it. I think that’s what makes me the saddest of all.